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12:49 pm: Nearly a year later....(Sorry, I've been on myspace....)
I am still alive...breathing and happy that is... I'm impressed with how my life has changed so much in this past year...I've learned a lot and also have been blessed with a few more close friends...lost a few in the process (but it is all a learning experience, right?) No longer single...and have not been for some time now... (6 months nearing 7) Her name is Michelle. Some of you may be surprised, some may not...I'm happy....I never thought just one person cold make me happy....Bur she does everything and more than I ever imagined was possible! Could I spend the rest of my entire life with just one person.?. I never thought that I would ever consider being in a life long relationship but now....She's changed my whole out look on life in general. I could not even begin to think of what my life would consist of without her by my side. Even our charts say that we are meant to be... Ok, I'm being sappy now...Biiiiiiiiiiiiiii

01:29 pm: BLEH!
I'm tired.....

I HATE Verizon!

I need a nice dinner out!

But this past weekend was good......
it was nice to get out and see some old faces..
The music was better than I ever imagine it being..
I was highly impressed with the meeting of a new person..
The night was good.....

Ok, so now, back to the hectic day at the office...

12:34 pm: Two days in a row?? WTF?
Yeah, so as happy as I have been ....... I ended up w/a
freakin sinus infection. JOY! Go figure, that'll teach me to be happy.
LOL....I went and visited Dorothy and her husband last night (which always makes me feel old and well, pathetic). It was nice seeing them both, given I have not seen them since Tim's b-day at the end of October... God, I suck at getting back in touch w/people. Anyhow, I'm at work, doing the work thing and trying to focus w/this major headache caused from my infection... Blah!

So, tonight, ____ Is suppose to be coming over if he does not have to do the photo shoot... Which is sort of odd but nice at the same time.
I really do enjoy the relationship that we have developed together. Neither one
of us wanting anything more. Just two single people trying to do our daily routine of getting thru life and entertaining ourselves w/shows on the weekends. Is this wrong? Why do i feel guilty? It's been like 4 months or more now. What is cool about all of this is that nothing changes between the two of us no matter what our surroundings are. It's def a nice change of pace...
And his friends are my friends too, which is comforting... Anyhow, just enjoying life... Wanting nothing more and nothing less.

Life is grand.... now if I could only get read of this infection....Blah!

01:32 pm: OCD?
Yes, I do have it, I know....

Enough of that! So, I have been very distant form this thing
for many reasons... One, I have been extremely busy w/everything.
Work, Social life & trying to the single thing (what-ever that means).
I am happy! Life is moving along pretty well.
I have switched from doing the live journal thing and am now on myspace.com.
It keeps my in touch with people. I have found old friends and new friends.
Hanging out w/the EYN boys, Going to FLetcher's just about every Monday night!
Busy, Busy, Busy, Busy..... and I am soooooo really happy, it's about time!
Anyhow, I do need to get back to work... Just wanted to say "Yes, I am alive!"

My brother graduated from Basic Training in Missouri... woooohooo!!
I'm so proud of him! Anyhow, like I said before back to work....

OOO yeah... I am also planning a trip out to Nation sometime soon!

01:54 pm: Confused on a terms...
Ok, so I think I need some help here..... I know all you brains know this or could at least assist me in some sort of way....
So, I have been having extremely draining dreams about this....
What is this 3 6 9 equals 18?? I think this is right? Is there some formula for this. I feel like a complete moron right now. Just looking for some sort of direction... Is there a website for this? That I can read more about it...
I know dork, dork, dork. Maybe, it's just the numbers at work getting to me... But I need to solve this problem....

Also, this is funny to me.... For some odd reason, I had a dream about.. well.... I think I have been so excited to see Alexander The Great....that I ended up dreaming about Alexander the Geep! this is definitely in inside thing... But I woke up laughing! Moments like that I enjoy.... fond memories put a smile on my face... I hope he is happy. :)

11:31 am: I wish I could sleep more!!! Ahhh, the joys of insomina!

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12:05 pm: On a completely different note....
I am tired...
I would rather be home reading my Jenna book...
mmmm warm blanket in bed w/coffee and Jenna....
Sounds like a good day to me....

I wish I had time to do the above.....
but for some reason I always too busy to have
down time....
As for tonight.... The Vault.....laid back night...
Tomorrow night......Booty shaken!!
(only if my knee does not give out on me, again!)
This morning I got up to use the bathroom at my
normal time, 5:30am, I went to wash my hands and
the next thing I noticed.. my ass was flat on the
floor....Damn right knee..... That was the first
it happened in a very long time....

Anyhoo.... back to work.....

hmmm... Nation next Thursday??

11:18 am: Now for the long awaited update........
To sum this weekend up......
Friday night - KMFDM was playing at the Thunderdome....
I took Justin & John with me..... I ran into people I
have not seen in ages... Man, how I miss the scene....
I definitely lost touch w/a lot of people... I guess
that's what happens when you start dating someone...
I did not realize that I had not seen some of those people
in almost 2 years.... I met up w/Danny and Josh at the show..
It was great hanging out with the both of them... We had a
great time... Those guys really know how to make a girl
have a good time...They added a lot to the night along w/Justin
and John. Dancing and Drinking and wonderful company....
It has been too long since I had gone out and had a stress-free,
enjoyable time...
Then, Saturday... I went up to Philly w/Connie and Andy....
also had a great time.... I really thought that this whole T
situation was going to be a lot harder... Believe me it has not
been a picnic. I just know this is what is right for the time
being. It's just very complicated.... I'm not even sure what to
say about the topic or even if I should say anything to anyone..
Things like this just take time. I guess I have been running myself
around and keeping myself overly busy w/work and social outings to
not have to deal w/the current issue/feelings.

Anyhow..... Within the past two months... I have moved....
I do have a roommate and he is great! He is never around...
and I also now have a dog....and a house and a yard and a driveway.
And very few neighbors.... I am loving life! W/the exception of not
having T around...I feel that there is definitely a void in my life.
But I guess, it's better for us in the long run.
Just hard at this moment in time. It's always harder in the beginning.
But I do believe we will always be friends. We can't do that at the
moment...It's too hard... just have to give it sometime...

Ok, well, after all the depressing stuff.... I'm back to work...

11:15 am: Will update soon...........just needed to get this out of my system..

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12:09 pm: Am I missing something?

03:39 pm: really??

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05:32 pm: Where my girl's at??
I am just about finished here at work....

Gonna go home, jump in the shower, then off to
DuClaw to meet with the girls...
It's gonna be a big group tonight...
That'll be fun.....

02:41 pm: lost that loving feeling??
Anyhow, I have no time for a complete update so....
here's the short version, for now....

For the first week of September, I was in Boulder, CO.
I was visiting an old friend, Scott, I miss him so much.
He was definitely a big part of my life before he left.
Loads of fun, laughter and drinking a ton of coffee...
I had never been rock climbing until then. It was fun and very scary.
Ok, a year and 9 months later..... I'm thinking....
Am I happy? If not, what needs to be done in order to get my happiness back? What adjustments do I need to make?

DANCE!!! When no one is watching! DANCE! When everyone is watching!! Just dance.....

Saturday, I had a great time, all day! For Sharon's birthday, we went to a petting Zoo.....awww, it was great, so many little, stinky animals to touch...
The group consisted of Sharon, Carl, Heather, Ken, Lindsey, Tim, (a friend of Sharon's, I think Leitch?)and myself... I suck at names... andyhow, he was the only person I did not know there. I wish I would have said something more to him, other then, 'Hi' & 'nice to meet you.' We went to Pizza Hut afterwards....mmmm fatting Pizza.....Sharon's friend really won point when he ordered a pitcher of beer and drank all of it. That was awesome! If only I could drink a pitcher of beer and be ok...LOL!
Saturday night, A group of us, Mason, Sarah, Michelle, Brad, Dan, Tim and myself went to The Baltimore Comedy Factory, That was a great time....Free drinks for us, all night long. Thanks MAsoN!!!!!
AFter that, time for bed....

Ok, well, I do need to get back to work......
maybe, I'll figure how to post some Boulder pictures!

10:53 am: Different things....
Recommend to me:

1. a movie
2. a book
3. a musical artist, song, or album
4. a LiveJournal user not on my friends list
5. what I should have for dinner
6. a website
7. a quote

04:06 pm: Need some help....
Does anyone know the name of the band that sings "Once in a lifetime?" They use to play it alot at Nation...

For whatever reason that song is in my head... And making me think of my past.... those were good times...

I know the group I just can't think of it...

11:43 am: ok, so time has been going by and all I do is post stupid shit!

So now for a quick, real update!!!

My morning started off at 2am, throwing up in T's toilet!
Nice!! Ughh, I hate getting sick. I got sick for no reason that I can think of besides my burger at OShea's was possibly under cooked (given that I like them medium-rare). I had one Magner's not enough to get me sick....Anyway, I was shaking and sweating and puking...(ugh) Well, anyhow, I managed to get back to sleep for a little while. I awoke and just felt dehydrated. So, to show how smart I am, I am drinking COKE. One of the worst things you can drink when you are dehydrated. I can't help it, I love coke...mmmmm (takes a drink)

Ok, well, as you can see above I went to OShea's last night w/T. We met up w/Mason, Sarah. Brad and Amy joined us about an hour later. (lol) Anyway, Sarah and Amy are really cool. I am really happy for Mason and Brad. They seem to be glowing... Which is great!! Finally some chicks to the group!
We had Burgers & Beer! Fun times were had....

Sunday, we had people over for Scrimps! A last minute get together for my brother since my mom blew off her thing.
I spent $124.00 at Giant for that feast!!! What was I thinking?? I really enjoy spending time w/my brother. He is a great guy. He is so damn funny. I was surprise at the people that came over last minute. People that were at the Partay Gordon, Timm, Sharon, Carl, Jason, Mason, Eng, Brad (he came over after the shrimp were gone), Dorothy & Scott (stopped by but did not want any shrimp) and me. Eight and half pounds of Shrimp disappeared with in an hour or maybe two. Cheap beer and wine and sodas still left over....hmmm, I think it's time for a crab feast. This I think I will ask people to chip a little if they want some crabs. For some reason crabs are completely over priced...Hmm, maybe I can get some people to get together and go crabbing. heheh, that would be alot of fun and cheaper.
OO, I realized my new favorite, casual drink is Plum wine....
ooooo, so good, and tasty.
Saturday, shopping was done at Arundel Mills. Then, that night Dorothy and Scott came over to play scrabble!!
I would rather not discuss that night into detail b/c I would go on ranting forever and some things are better left unsaid.

Friday night was a blast!! Lindsey had won a happy hour at Mad River, a place in Federal Hill. It was $10.00 to get in and drink all you want. It was a lot of fun and a lot of people. Sarah, Mary and I ended the night w/a good amount of dancing and laughing at those who couldn't. God, I can be so cruel sometimes. Brad brought Amy with him. She is cool!
We plan on going to Nation this week for Danny's 21st B-day!!!

I have been such a flake lately. I feel like a big piece of shit! I told Danny a few weeks ago that I would go to nation but I never showed and never called. I forgot that I planned on going but I am not going to make any excuses. I suck!!!
Anyhow, I am looking forward on seeing him and others there on Thursday.

Ok, that was suppose to be a quick update!!!
And now I have to get back to work. Things are piling up!!

01:10 pm: oo my....Lindsey!!!!

12:59 pm: Who Stole it??? Please give it back......I'm a lost little one...hehhe
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11:02 am: This is all I have for now...

06:46 pm: Who would have thought it??

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